If you knew that, you'd quit talking about it.

[Because he doesn't want to do it. Doesn't want to talk about it. Even this little bit is hurtful. If this is what it means to be involved with someone, he really doesn't know if he wants to be again.]

It's hard to get, and that's what makes it worth it. Dragons are important, that makes it worth it too, blah blah fucking blah.

Forget I mentioned it.

[Because we're shifting the topic. Now.]

This isn't about me. This is about you and Maya.